Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, August 31, 2006

lefT piC iS takeN aT esPLAnadE,, roMAntIC pLacE*

riGHT piC iS takeN aT houganG grEEn maC,, hahA*

taKEN aT pacifiC caFE,, i loVE taT pLAcE,,

the beauty exposed ;

finaLLY,, mY stupID eXaMs aRE aLL oVEr,, whoAhaHA,, sO daMN suPeRLy haPPie,, wEnT oveR To MICheLLe's mUM ktV n enjoYed,,

duckY, joHN, beR, Lei n daR waS presenT,, actuaLLy daR doesnT waNNA gO de,, coS frI hE stiL goT exaM n i nOe he's reaL exhaustED le,, buT,, lOOkinG aT mY disaPPointeD facE n woRRieD thaT i miGHt geT drUNK,, hE taG aLONG,, hahA* loVEy hiM tO mAx,, haD greaT fuN n i diD drunK aLOt,, buT i diN gET drunK hoR!!! haHA*

sOmetiMEs uR presenCE jUS maDe mE fEEL haPPie enougH deN anYthiNG eLse oN eaRtH,, u dOesnT havE tO dO anythiNG speCiaL,,

jUS a huG n kiSS froM u mELTS mY hearT,,

tO oTheRS U maY b anYonE buT tO ME u R thE oNLy onE,,

piGGIE iS exTRemeLy hiGH todaY,, paRDoN heR iF heR behavioUR arE crazY,, whoAhahA*

the beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

iTS noT goNNA bE easY tO puT dowN a reLatioNshiP thaT lasTed fOR aLmoST 2 yEaRs anD u treaSurE sO mucH,, buT wheN aLL thE thiNGs wenT wroNG,, u havE tO leARn tO leT gO,, perphaPs i aM stroNGEr n moRE luCky deN U,, i havE suM1 bY mY siDE durinG mY darkEST siDE,, mY faMiLY, mY freNZ, mY daRLInG aCG,, n mOSt imPOrtanTLy babY ryAn,,

hE shOw mE waT kiNda LOvE lifE i reaLI waNTS,, hE gavE ME frEEdoM,, hE pampERs mE,, hE shOWEr mE wiF loTSa LOve,, hE bITES mE,, hE kISSes mE,, hE gavE mE gREAT huGs,,

hE MAde Mi BlUSh aLL THeTImeS,, hE iS nevA serIOuS buT hE aLWaYS listeN tO mE,,

hE wiLL neglecT mI duriNG exaM perioD buThE wiL definiTELy maDE uP aftER taT,,

hE brinG mI tO manY placES tO eaT niceY fOOd,, hE iS romantiC aT tiMES,,

hE iS e 1st thaT lauGH wheN kissinG n maDE mE trIED sO manY tIMes,, He LOve GArliC,,

hE loVe chiLLi,, hE loVE beeF, LamP, poRK, chickeN,, hE loVE practicaLLy anythinG thats edibLE,, buT most imPOrtanTLy,, hE loVES ME,,

n I loVE hiM tOO,, hE IS mY everYThiNg,,

i waN tO bE bY hIS siDE wheNeveR hE nEEDs mE,,

i waNNA loVE hiM moRE deN hE lOvES mE,,

i waNNA dOTE n bITE hiM aS n wheN i lIKe,,

i waN mY faMILy tO bLEss mI n hIM,,

i hoPE i caN geT alONg weLL wiF hIS faMILy tOO,,

i waNNA impROvE hiS reLatioNshiP wiF hIS siS,,

i waN hIM tO bE heaLthY n waTCh mI groW oLD!

i waN uR loVE aLwayS!!!

hahA* iTS aLL abOUT mI n hiM,, i'M gLaD taT i foUnd mY suiTAbLE partneR,,

n i sincerELY hopE taT u wiLL reaLI b hapPie n moVe oN iN liFE,,

coS thE righT gaL iS waitinG foR U terE,,

*LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GOES ROUND*

the beauty exposed ;

i tinK i saW hiM,, n i beLievE hE saW mE tOOO,, buT hE diN botHER tO saY hI,,, y caNT wE bE freNZ? mayB iT taKES tiMe,,

the beauty exposed ;

Sunday, August 27, 2006

LAlAla,, shoUlD B MUggINg N CHIOnGINg FOr My EXAm NoW N YEt I'm BloGGINg,, HAHa* I Jus CAnt GEt SERioUs N SEttlE DOWn,, ANYWAy,, I HAd A WONDerfUl NItez On FRIDAy,, (25-8-06) WENt To MARINa SQUARe To STUDy WIf DAr n MIChelle,, aT niTEZ mi N daR wenT oveR tO esPLAnaDE,, i siMPLy loVeY thaT romaNtiC pLAcE,, iTS a hoT spOT foR coUPLes,, n iTS reaLI daMN roMAntIC aT niTEZ,, thE bREEzE thE scenerY thE aTmoSphERE,,n moSt importanTLY,, thE person BESIde Mi,, HAHa* Hmmm,, SUppOSe To CATcH THE LASt TRAIn HOmE,, N COs Of SUmOne WHo KEPt LAUGhINg WHIle KIssiNg!(IRRITATIng RItez???) i goTTa taKE a caB hoMe,, afTER muCH triES,, i finaLLY managED tO geT a gOOdie 1 froM hiM,, hahA* but,,,,,,, i meT a daMN agREssiVe caB driVer,, sO thrU oUT thE jouRneY boTH oF uS waS lIKe shOOtinG eacH othER,,, idioiTic fOOl,,

letS noT spOIL mY moOd,, hahA* shaLL procEEd tO yestERdaY,, wenT tO a daMN cOOL cafE aT citY haLL,, caNT reM recaLL iTS naME,, buT iTS a reaLi nIce pLACe tO studY,, shOULd have wenT them RIteZ FROm THE STARt,, HAHa* TRIed THEIr WHIte CHOCOLatE, mochA bROwniE, aMericaN chEEsEcaKE,, (R udrOOLing??? hahA*)aLL suPERLy delicioUS n niCEY,, daR suDDeNLy craVE foR steaMboaT n wE haD iT foR diNNEr,, coS oF hiS loVe foR gaRliC hE sacrifie mY kISS,, sO baDDie righT,, buT daR waS verY cuTE,, hE knew i woN kISS him aftER he atE aNY garLIc sO b4 diNNer,, hE saiD,"chiM 1st,, eLSe latER canT chiM liaO,," i waS liKe laughinG mY heaD oFF.. hahA* cOS oF hIS grEEDineSS,, wE enD uP damN fuLL n wiF gasTRIc paiN,, 1st, hE orDERed tOO muCh fOOD,, 2nD, hE over-estimatED hIMseLF,, wE ordered the middlE spicy for the suaN lA souP,, eNd uP iTS daMN spicY,, hiS liPS turN sO reDDisH lor,, hahA* sO fuNNy,, n i'M stiL havINg gasTRIC paiN nOW!!!

canT believE thaT we actuaLLy meT uP 5 daYS oUT of 7 daYS oN oUR studY weeK,, R we reaLI thaT inseparatED? i guESS sO,, hahA* boughT loTS oF niCEY cLothiNGs froM liNgLinG shOP oN frI,, canT waiT tO shOP agaiN nexT weeK aS theRE r nEW arrivaLs,, whOaHAha,,

iTS stuDy tiME,, wiLL be bacK,,,

the beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

=060806=
waS haVInG sO mucH fuN afTER *060806*,, hahA* juS wenT home tO sLp foR liKe 3 hRs deN i waKE darLinG uP oN *060806* aT aRD 11+aM.. coS i receiveD a caLL from micheLLe teLLing mI shE's hospitaLisEd,, waS damN shockeD n daR waS e 1st whO camE oN mY miND,, nO secoNd worD he immediateLy waSH uP n aCCC mi tO hospITAL.. despiTE thaT he oNLi sLepT foR leSS deN 3 HRS.. touchY,, hahA* starTed tO loVEY hiM..

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hanG ouT wiF daR e whOLe oF naTIonaL daY,, hE 1st tiME neVA laI chuaNg n camE tO toA paYOh n fetCh mI afTEr mY woRK,,, damN touCHEd neh* n he reaCHEd 15 miNS eaRLieR lor,, hahA* hE brougHT mi tO buGis arEA n eaT laKsA,, aftEr taT gO waLK waLK,, deN we wenT tO a chiLL oUT pLaCE aT arAb strEET wherE i loVeY iT daMN mUChie,, mi n daR goT iT shEE shA,, aS theY provide soMe kiNda fruiT cigratte foR PPL tO smOKe whicH is caLLed shEE sHA,, thE aTmospheRE therE is reaLi damN niCeY,, n e fOOd aS weLL,, thatS y daR losT contrOl n staLK mI.. hahA* loVEy hiM biTS,,

=180806=
suPPosed tO fetcH daR froM hiS hSE in e enD i oveRsLepT iN 147,,, hahA* deN when i woke uP i'M oradY aT sim liM teRE le,, sO droP oFF nervoUsLy.. buT daR stIL managE tO fiNd mI withiN 5 miNs.. hahA* i goT nO lessOn oN thaT daY buT i stIL gO tO scH.. hAhA* waiTed foR him tO finisHed leSSon deN hE aCC mi, muMMy, aunTy n aH bOY tO shOp aT parkwaY paradE,, hahA* buT i waS daMn haPPie taT hE wenT n hE actuaLLy waiTed for mI tO finish buyinG mY b*A,, hahAha* aftER taT hE aCC mI tO worK deN he gO home.. hahA* noT baD hoR,, loVEy hIM a tiNY biT moRe,, haHA*

=190806=
yi tInG's birThdaY!!! wenT tO heR b'daE ceLebratioN after worK,, aloNg wiF daR,, wAHz tat day loTS oF coUPLe yA,, mi n daR,, siMIn n vC,, shIYa n joHN,, yitinG n qinGxianG,, lefT wiF estheR joSephinE zhI xionG n shaUn,, wenT fishErmaN viLLagE foR diNner,, afteR taT wenT tO eskI baR buT nO placE tO siT,, nexT moVe oN to suM uLu PLAce have sum drinK, chiLL awhiLe deN gO to maC n eaT suPPer,, hahah.. kepT eatiNg n eatinG.. e resT wenT bacK aftEr suPPer,,, mI n daR wenT tO a romaNtiC pLacE pLanniNG tO watCh suN riSE,, buT.......................................................................................................... tiL 630 thE sKY iS stIL darK,, whicH meaNS,,, i miSS e suN riSE!!! hahA* buT iT waSn't taT baD as i havE daR bY mY siDE,,
toucHED momenT=> hIS hSe iS jUS 15 miNS awaY from wherE we R n yeT he insist tO send mi home den he gO baCK hiMseLf,, itS like 2hRS journey bacK n frO,, he saiD he waN mI tO reacHeD hoMe safELy,, waHZ... i reaLi damN touCHed lOR,, i knew he iS verY verY tirEd le.. coS We toN for the whoLe niTEZ,, loVe hIM to e maX,,, buT oN thaT daY onLi,,, whoAhAha,, elSe hiS heaD wiLL turN damN biG aftER taT,, hahA*

aLtouGH soMethiNg unhaPPy haPPeN tO hIM,, buT hE stIl came oUT wiF Me,, sO i triEd tO maDe hiM haPPie thaT niTEz,, iT huRTs mI tO ccC hiM sianZ unhaPPy oR wateVER,, i jUS waN hiM tO be hapPie n haVe gOOd relatioNshiP wiF hiS faMILy,, i noE iTS touGH boY,, buT iF u noe u havE tried,, therE woN be anY regreTs,, jUS reM,, nO maTTEr waT haPPens,, thERe iS aLwaYS suM1 behiNd U.. whiCh iS mE,, sO jUS dO waTevER u tiNK iTS riGHT,, n bE haPPie everyDaY aLright? coS oNLi UR smiLe n haPPinESS ncaN brighteN uP mY daY.. i waNNA bE uR suNshiNe n brinG liFE tO U.. hoPe YA wiLL be thE onE foR me aS weLL okiE?
loVEY yA moRE,,

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wenT tO daR hSe n fetcH hIM,, waiTed fOr hIm tO finishEd eatinG, heLP hiM fOLd clOThEs n stYLe hiS haiR n herE wE gO,, wenT park maLL to havE luNcH,, thE westerN teRE iS oEIshI nEHZ,, daR jIO kenJI for smokiNg seSSion deN wenT arcaDE,, watCH hiM pLaY soCCEr agaiN.. faLL asLeep whiLe watchinG,, hahA* aftEr taT proCEEd tO serangOOn gaRdeN stUDY,, suPPoSEd tO studY aT coFFee beaN buT ITs daMn pacKed,, sO chanGe tO maC,, studY tIL 7+ deN stupID daR suGGesT tO gO micheLLe's mUM teRE pLAy pOOL.. iN e enD.. jOHN n daR pLaY pOOL.. miCheLLe n mI sING aLL e waY.. LalALa.. enjoYed maN,, buT wE R suPPosed tO stuDy.. hahA* baD hOr,, nvM.. tmL daR comINg over mI hse tO studY 2gatHer wiF kIm n maYb nanA,, sO haPPie,, loVEY yA muchIe,,

the beauty exposed ;

Sunday, August 13, 2006

babY n ME,, hahA*

thiS iS cutIE jaNESSa,, n noT forgettiNg cutIE mE aS weLL,, hahA*

the beauty exposed ;

yesTerdaY waS reaLI a fanciFUL daY foR mE,, earLi iN thE mOrniNG waS psYchOLOgY presenTatIOn n dIn reaLi screWeD uP as waT i expeCT,, hahA* jUS reaLI fouGHt wiF a gUy,, hahA* kiDDinG,, hMMM,, deN afTEr scH aCC ryaN gO cuT haiR deN u nOe waT??? i wenT oveR tO hIS hSE n eaT diNNer wiF hIS faMILy lor,,, sO sO sO sO sO damN strESS wheN i thoT oF iT,, image iTs JUS 5 daYS n i gO meTT thE parenTs liaO,, caNT beLievE iT loR,,

buT aftERaLL iTs nOTthaT baD wheN i reachIe hIS hSE,, pLay alOT wiF jaNEssA,, hIS coUSiN,, buT wheN we haD diNNer tOgethER,, i wAS damN paI sehZ,, 1st tiMe eaT tiL sO xiaO jiE,, hahA* dun waNNA spoIL thE 1st imPressioN,, hahA* staY awhiLe tO teacHed jaNEssA hER hW n taKe phoTO,, n sINg birthdaY sONg foR heR coS iTs heR bDAe,, haHA* afTER taT wenT tO seranGOOn gardeN kTV wiF babY, micheLLe, hER huBBY n giNA,, waS sO mUcH fuN oveR terE,, sinG soNGS n i draNK 3 cuP oF tequillapOP.. waS abIT hiGH deN kEEP staLKinG aT baBY,, haha* shY lahZ<<>

~06082006~

the beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

lalAlA,, iN scH laB NOw,, waHZ,, tIS wEEk i reaLi damN pRo,, everYdaY sLp sO latE deN waKie UP sO eaRLi,, hahA* yestERdaY i'M a suRpRise womaN,, earLi In E moRniNg i wakIe uP n TRAveL aLL e waY tO ryaN's hSe whicH is arD zoUK arEa,, imagiNe hOW loNg e jOURneY is,, uPOn reachiNG i drOpbY a 7-11,, sO thoT oF buyINg soMethinG for hiM to fiLLed uP thE stoMacH,, iN e enD hE hanG uP mY caLL,, anGRy nehZ! boUGht donuT n wenT to hiS hSE,, iN e enD i droP aT e wroNg bUS stOP,, hahA* tOO kaN chioNg deN drOP 1 stOp eaRLieR,, hahA*

aftER thaT stIL mUZ waiT fOR hIM tO batH n geT reaDy,, anYwaY,, hE iS a reaL staLkeR,, aLwaYS secreTLy ki** mE,, deN purpoSELy sTarE IntO mY eYEs wheN he nOE thaT i'M paiSEhz,, hahA* nauGHTY hOr,, bUT i lIke iT,, hahA* afTEr taT we gO tO sCH togethER deN chiONg OOAD tiLL 9pM,, diN gO hOme straiGHtawaY,, aCC HIm tO lavenDer n haVe diNNer deN i gO hOme,, hahA* i reaLi beLLy gOOdie hOr,, alwaYS aCC hiM herE n terE,,

*i'M a nICe gaL*

~*6thaUguST2006* anD mORe tO gO~

the beauty exposed ;

baBY sLpinG,, hahA*

the beauty exposed ;

haveN't beiNg bLogginG foR maNy manY dayS le,, buT lOTs oF thiNgs R hapPeniNg sO faSt,, sO i shaLL starT frOm 31st juLy,, afTEr worK,, i mET ryaN foR diNNer aT pS anD aftEr taT chILLed oUt aT tCC,, aftEr sOme chIT chattiNG wE decideD tO gO mY hSe n pLAy midNiGHt majoNg! acTuaLLy waS suPPoseD tO B giNA mI ryaN n MUmmy plAy de,, buT in e end giNa canT mAkE iT,, onLi lefT wiF Mi muMMy n ryaN,, iN e enD ryaN losT 9 bucKS to boTh oF US,, hahA* lousY hiM,, hEE,, afTEr mJ seSSIOn,, i chaT wiF hiM foR e whoLE niTEZ w/O sLpinG,, pRO riTEZ,, hahA* buT i reaLi enJOyed mySELf taT niTEZ,, haHA* (piCtuRE oF ryaN sLpinG caN b sEEn) hahA*

nOW i shALL moVe oN tO 5tH auGUst2006.. itS definiteLy a greaT daY foR ME,, tOOk psychO tesT iN e morniNG deN went bacK hoMe tO resT awhiLe b4 meetiNg ryaN tO studY aT maRInA squAre,, thaT pLacE waS reaLi wiNDY,, hahA* n goNg ryaN keeP chasiNG aFTer the papERs,, hahA* sO fuNNY,, aLLowed hiM tO bUY ciragette iN the enD hE smoke aLot,, regreTTed,, hahA* aT niTEZ waS fiReworkS seSSIon,,, lOOking forwarD to iT for e whOLe daY,, when we went tO milleniA waLk bK,, iT waS sO damN crowDeD,, n wE queUe foR @ leaSt haLf aN hoUr,, deN ryaN tOOk the initiatiVe tO gO n taLk n cLicK wiF mY freNZ,,, reaLi reaLi reaLi aPPreciaTEd taT,, thE firEworkS waS sO daMN suPERLy niCe,, especiaLLy wheN i watChed iT unDEr uR warM arMs,, hahA* shY lahZ,, aftER thaT wE wenT tO pratA shOP foR suPPer deN he aCC mI tO mY hSe voiD deCK n wE taLk foR e whOle nITEy,, tatS wheN he asK mI iF i caN coMe tO a decisiOn,,,

6ThaUGuSt2006 haS oFFiciaLLY becoMe oUR bIg daY!!! hahA*

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