Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

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waS haVInG sO mucH fuN afTER *060806*,, hahA* juS wenT home tO sLp foR liKe 3 hRs deN i waKE darLinG uP oN *060806* aT aRD 11+aM.. coS i receiveD a caLL from micheLLe teLLing mI shE's hospitaLisEd,, waS damN shockeD n daR waS e 1st whO camE oN mY miND,, nO secoNd worD he immediateLy waSH uP n aCCC mi tO hospITAL.. despiTE thaT he oNLi sLepT foR leSS deN 3 HRS.. touchY,, hahA* starTed tO loVEY hiM..

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hanG ouT wiF daR e whOLe oF naTIonaL daY,, hE 1st tiME neVA laI chuaNg n camE tO toA paYOh n fetCh mI afTEr mY woRK,,, damN touCHEd neh* n he reaCHEd 15 miNS eaRLieR lor,, hahA* hE brougHT mi tO buGis arEA n eaT laKsA,, aftEr taT gO waLK waLK,, deN we wenT tO a chiLL oUT pLaCE aT arAb strEET wherE i loVeY iT daMN mUChie,, mi n daR goT iT shEE shA,, aS theY provide soMe kiNda fruiT cigratte foR PPL tO smOKe whicH is caLLed shEE sHA,, thE aTmospheRE therE is reaLi damN niCeY,, n e fOOd aS weLL,, thatS y daR losT contrOl n staLK mI.. hahA* loVEy hiM biTS,,

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suPPosed tO fetcH daR froM hiS hSE in e enD i oveRsLepT iN 147,,, hahA* deN when i woke uP i'M oradY aT sim liM teRE le,, sO droP oFF nervoUsLy.. buT daR stIL managE tO fiNd mI withiN 5 miNs.. hahA* i goT nO lessOn oN thaT daY buT i stIL gO tO scH.. hAhA* waiTed foR him tO finisHed leSSon deN hE aCC mi, muMMy, aunTy n aH bOY tO shOp aT parkwaY paradE,, hahA* buT i waS daMn haPPie taT hE wenT n hE actuaLLy waiTed for mI tO finish buyinG mY b*A,, hahAha* aftER taT hE aCC mI tO worK deN he gO home.. hahA* noT baD hoR,, loVEy hIM a tiNY biT moRe,, haHA*

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yi tInG's birThdaY!!! wenT tO heR b'daE ceLebratioN after worK,, aloNg wiF daR,, wAHz tat day loTS oF coUPLe yA,, mi n daR,, siMIn n vC,, shIYa n joHN,, yitinG n qinGxianG,, lefT wiF estheR joSephinE zhI xionG n shaUn,, wenT fishErmaN viLLagE foR diNner,, afteR taT wenT tO eskI baR buT nO placE tO siT,, nexT moVe oN to suM uLu PLAce have sum drinK, chiLL awhiLe deN gO to maC n eaT suPPer,, hahah.. kepT eatiNg n eatinG.. e resT wenT bacK aftEr suPPer,,, mI n daR wenT tO a romaNtiC pLacE pLanniNG tO watCh suN riSE,, buT.......................................................................................................... tiL 630 thE sKY iS stIL darK,, whicH meaNS,,, i miSS e suN riSE!!! hahA* buT iT waSn't taT baD as i havE daR bY mY siDE,,
toucHED momenT=> hIS hSe iS jUS 15 miNS awaY from wherE we R n yeT he insist tO send mi home den he gO baCK hiMseLf,, itS like 2hRS journey bacK n frO,, he saiD he waN mI tO reacHeD hoMe safELy,, waHZ... i reaLi damN touCHed lOR,, i knew he iS verY verY tirEd le.. coS We toN for the whoLe niTEZ,, loVe hIM to e maX,,, buT oN thaT daY onLi,,, whoAhAha,, elSe hiS heaD wiLL turN damN biG aftER taT,, hahA*

aLtouGH soMethiNg unhaPPy haPPeN tO hIM,, buT hE stIl came oUT wiF Me,, sO i triEd tO maDe hiM haPPie thaT niTEz,, iT huRTs mI tO ccC hiM sianZ unhaPPy oR wateVER,, i jUS waN hiM tO be hapPie n haVe gOOd relatioNshiP wiF hiS faMILy,, i noE iTS touGH boY,, buT iF u noe u havE tried,, therE woN be anY regreTs,, jUS reM,, nO maTTEr waT haPPens,, thERe iS aLwaYS suM1 behiNd U.. whiCh iS mE,, sO jUS dO waTevER u tiNK iTS riGHT,, n bE haPPie everyDaY aLright? coS oNLi UR smiLe n haPPinESS ncaN brighteN uP mY daY.. i waNNA bE uR suNshiNe n brinG liFE tO U.. hoPe YA wiLL be thE onE foR me aS weLL okiE?
loVEY yA moRE,,

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wenT tO daR hSe n fetcH hIM,, waiTed fOr hIm tO finishEd eatinG, heLP hiM fOLd clOThEs n stYLe hiS haiR n herE wE gO,, wenT park maLL to havE luNcH,, thE westerN teRE iS oEIshI nEHZ,, daR jIO kenJI for smokiNg seSSion deN wenT arcaDE,, watCH hiM pLaY soCCEr agaiN.. faLL asLeep whiLe watchinG,, hahA* aftEr taT proCEEd tO serangOOn gaRdeN stUDY,, suPPoSEd tO studY aT coFFee beaN buT ITs daMn pacKed,, sO chanGe tO maC,, studY tIL 7+ deN stupID daR suGGesT tO gO micheLLe's mUM teRE pLAy pOOL.. iN e enD.. jOHN n daR pLaY pOOL.. miCheLLe n mI sING aLL e waY.. LalALa.. enjoYed maN,, buT wE R suPPosed tO stuDy.. hahA* baD hOr,, nvM.. tmL daR comINg over mI hse tO studY 2gatHer wiF kIm n maYb nanA,, sO haPPie,, loVEY yA muchIe,,

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